s01e01a (@0:00) - originally nico found that she could cope with life by joking around with friends. her growing up alone and constantly moving lead to copious amounts of television watching. but lets get off coffee s01e01b (@0:40) - everything changed when she left.. she experienced things way more exciting that she would ever imagine. yet everything was the same. she hadnt really lived or changed. just saw. and this made her sad even when things were most bright. she falls down a lot like a clumsy bitch but gets back up. she never thought sharp bloody bitter pain could ever mix so well with the heavenly white glow of happiness s01e02a (@2:30) - nico, unable to speak for herself, finds herself using analogies and tv qutoes from completely misappropriated contexts. although she understands quotes of the english language strung together more than they are supposed to be known, she cannot talk. this koan sucks, she said s01e02b (@3:30) - nico is constantly under stress and suffers from crippling headaches and migraines. the incessant pounding is made worse thru waves of nausea. however she sees a faint glimpse of hope amongst the machinescape that is her mind and clings to it, finding out that there are drugs. she starts feminizing herself... she gets fuckin wasted and throws up on her miniskirt... she snorts a line of pcp off a mirror looking at herself sucking cock....... she smokes weed and feels finally like a kid again..... it comes crashing down and back to the hell that is 'normal,' but the white static remains, reminding her that life isnt all shit s01e03a (@8:00) - nico finds out what her goal in life is, and how she can attain it. this means no sacrificing of that goal and to desociate herself with people that stand in the way. she begins taking more drugs and focussing more on what is important to her, whenever she is able to... this is the first time she signs her soul to satan to stop her facial hair growth. things r looking up, and she can now cling to that idea of looking up, finally, LOL s01e03b (@9:53) -she begins meditating at her makeshift drug altar. she watches episodes of television repitively for days on acid. she breaks samsara watching community. she becomes transcendent, a being without mortal form, yet retains her previous mortal mental conditioning. all she wants to do is fly around and suck her own dick s01e04a (@13:37) - nico has to start getting serious. she continues meditating on her goddesshood while floating in the air, and tries to comprehend her new responsibilities. nah lol omg lets watch tv s01e04b (@15:42) [Originally released as S01E05] - nico kills a bunch of cops and runs over all the stop signs in the united states at once. she laughs but realizes that being above the mortal plane really puts a damper on her anarchism. its really fun and prolly the most fun shes had in her entire depressed life but she starts to realize that being a transcended goddess, there is more than cartoon cop violence. her neglecting her goddesshood harms rather than helps many s01e05a (@19:28) - time to think i guess. time to think abt what she wants do in order to fix this shit. a teacher once told her that the only way to truly make film free from the shackles of the patriarchal modus operandi was to completely destroy all conventions and start from scratch. she meditates in the rocks of the asteroid belt for what feels like millenia, and prolly is. she grows a 5th eye on her left asscheek s01e05b (@21:27) - instead of teleing back 2 earth she takes the scenic route, i guess this is what it feels like to take a twitter break on a universal scale s01e06a (@23:55) - nico comes back to earth with 666 golden ak47s from call of duty black ops, each with a lil halo floating around the magazine LOL all u fascists bound to lose s01e06b (@27:05) - she does that singularity thing like in akira but a bunch of dissociatives and psychadelics instead of stimulants and creates like a black hole universe where the laws of physics r defined by comedy and drama and the good gay tv tropes (creates RLX)